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[Saturday
November 21, 09
3:51pm] |
im taking donations for "get my happiness outta jail"
goddamn i need to come up with 500$ before im truely happy again :[
i miss him so fucking much!
i need him backkk
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[Wednesday
October 28, 09
3:04pm] |
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i forgot this thing existed, it took me like 20 trys to figure out my password.
this reminds me of being younger, and everything i loved about it
everything is completely different.
i never thought things would change this much.
i dont even talk to kayley!
i miss everything from before, even the things i hated.
dont get me wrong, i love my paulie and spending all my time with him,
i just want some of the old back in my life.
i hate change, and i hate school.
im more excited to go to spc this semester, then to stay here in tampa.
its too much for a lazy bitch.
i guess life's what you make it.
i just dont know what to make of it.
barretts party is friday, and usually im super excited,
but idk if im even going.
now you know theres something wrong with me
when im not looking forward to getting wasted.
its been sooo long.
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[Saturday
January 3, 09
3:39am] |
new year hopefully new meeeee
im sick of all this dumb shit i do.
and ive realized that people dont make me happy like i thought it did.
im content with no friends, i mean im used to it now, and its really not that bad.
so im going to start living to make myself happy, and not to make others happy.
because in the end its apparant people only really care about themselves.
and thats how itll always be.
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[Friday
July 25, 08
1:44am] |
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hey livejournal
you fucking suck!
im pretty pumped i gotta job interview 2morrow to take pics for the bucs
which would be pretty badass, so that means im not expecting the job lol.
ive learned not to get too excited or happy about things, so then when it sucks or doesnt work out, its not as big of a disappointment.
haha same thing with boys.
life is pretty simple, sleep work eat and repeattt.
pretty boring too. but im used to it.
actually im really tired of this same routine everyday.
i need some fucking excitement.
i wish i could have fun sober.
but being not sober is what makes things fun.
im scared to start college.
its gunna be all these rich smart kids from up north and then meeee.
expecially since i suck at making and keeping friends lol.
i cant wait for my bdayy.
i hope i can afford a limo to drive my drunk ass to the club and titty bar haha.
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[Saturday
May 24, 08
5:27pm] |
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i gottttta new whipppp :]
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[Tuesday
May 13, 08
4:28pm] |
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i love the feeling
but hate that its fake
i just want something real.
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[Tuesday
May 6, 08
12:22am] |
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birdman and weeezy |
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i run this bitch
and ima keeeep runnin, ima keep runnin
but im neva runnin outta money.
ima dogg ima stunt
if i dont nothin and my cars so pretttty
alll these hoes wannna fuck it.
i got pussy wet paint
big boy shoes
soft ass seats and my trunk go booooooom
i gottta black ass gun
and a bad yelllow bitch
and it looks like ima die like thisss.
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[Thursday
April 24, 08
12:37am] |
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jody breeze |
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i wish i was a dyke.
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[Monday
March 24, 08
7:02pm] |
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i got a fucking speeding ticket! :[
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[Saturday
March 8, 08
1:07am] |
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10,000 b.c wasnt as good as i thought it would be.
& for some reason good luck chuck made me want to kill myself haha.
but i guess it was alright.
i like how when i want to sleep i cant.
nottttttttt.
i dont know if i wanna go to shawnas slutty langerie party tomorrow.
when i write in livejournal i feel like im talking to myself lol.
oh man i cant wait till summmmer.
or fall!
i wannna grow uppppp but then i dont.
dayyumm, im boredd as fuck.
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[Thursday
February 21, 08
3:53pm] |
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nothings ever good enough.
i get accepted into university of tampa, which i thought was unlikely,
and yet its still not good enough.
life is so fucking annoying.
and so are people.
i used to be a people person, but now they just piss me off.
i cant wait to be rich
so i can be happpppy
and do whatever the fuck i want.
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[Friday
January 4, 08
2:05am] |
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sfjighiosdufbiusdfg
im sick of myselffffffff.
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[Thursday
January 3, 08
1:55pm] |
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always strapppeddd |
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i hate thinkingininginingininingininggggg.
fuck ittt im goin to chilll with my niggggggga lambbbb kt :]
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[Wednesday
December 26, 07
6:20pm] |
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betttter togetherrrr - jack johnson |
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gettttin fuuuuckkedd upp 2nightt :]
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[Tuesday
September 4, 07
5:57pm] |
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these past two weekends have been fun.
i've actually been busy, and not bored :]!
but now my car is taken away, and i hate it :[!
bad always comes with the good.
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[Monday
August 6, 07
8:32pm] |
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my bdayy is tomorrrroww!
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[Wednesday
August 1, 07
2:35am] |
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i hate feeling uncomfortable.
i think i've become scared of commitment.
i dont want to get close to anybody.
i think its because the only guy ive trusted completely was taken away from me 8 months ago.
im retarded.
i worry too much.
i think that since this is my only life to live, i should make it how i want it.
but then im worried that its not as good as it should be.
like im wasting the only life i have.
wtf.
why is life so complicated?
or why do i make it so complicated?
i need to vent.
but not to the whole livejournal community.
peace.
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[Monday
July 16, 07
2:30pm] |
money does buy happyness.
i wish i had money.
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[Sunday
July 8, 07
4:45am] |
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life is something you wont understand untill you die.
i need a new job, any suggestions?
im sick of working 5 days a week for only 3 hours, at the most, at a time.
i feel like my days are wasted every paycheck knowing that all of it will be gone in like 2 days so i can be broke for the next two weeks.
i saw transformers today, and i really want a real transformer lol.
i cant wait to be 30.
i want to get these shitty pointless teenager years outta the way.
good thing this post is longer than a sentence, cuz no one will read it.
everythings the same. all the time. the same same same.
i want something new.
jesus was supposed to come today, 7-7-07, but i guess i missed him.
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[Tuesday
June 19, 07
3:24am] |
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dre & snoop - the next episode |
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oh man, it'd be cool if i had friends.
i guess being a bitch is better than i thought,
cuz the people who say im a bitch, are the only people who want to hang out with me.
lolol.
working is the only thing now-a-days i look forward to.
stud.
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